Saturday, February 7, 2009

**~**Childhood**~**...Do you ever feel like you just want to be a dork... have a day with no worries and just be yourself. Almost like you are a kid again. Not thinking about how others are judging you. Not having to worry about food and how it'll just be added to your hips. Not having to stress about tomorrow. Not having to worry about money. I want to have that day so much...

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So what would I do on that day, you ask... hum.
  • Wake up before the sun-rise.
  • Get prettied up. Make-up, a dress, cute hairstyle, the whole sha-bang.
  • Go to Taco Bell just before the sunset, watch the sunset while eating some yummy fast-food.
  • Go back to dorm, get on some mix-matchy clothes, a wild hairstyle, then go to the mall. Just go through each store and try clothes on (no buying), hold the puppies, eat pretzel sticks at Auntie-Anns.
  • Head to the nearest park. Play on all of the equipment. Dance like no one is around. Swing as high as you can, spin as fast as you can.
  • Next is Monster Golf. Do not worry about winning, in fact... do your best to lose.
  • Go to dinner at a breakfast joint, get all the items on the menu that you love.
  • Go to Walmart, buy some $1 candies, a funny quiz magazine, crowns/"fancy" kid jewelry, and some fun-colored (non-permanent) hair dye.
  • Proceed to crown yourselves as soon as you check out.
  • Now a late movie, go see the funniest kids movie out there... If you are lucky and find a movie that has no one else in it... run around like maniacs, eat loads of popcorn (throw some), and the candy you bought.
  • And now back to the dorm... dye hair with crazy-colored streaks.
  • Turn on some crazy music and dance while making cookies. (eating cookie dough during this time)
  • Back in room... eat the cookies with forks and be all "fancy" with "fancy" cups (with coffee in it of course!)
  • Do all of the quizzes in the magazine.
  • Crash on the floor with a blanket and pillow while watching The Princess Bride.
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Why can't I have this day? Heck, who would I have this day with? No one seems really willing to come out of their comfort zone and well I seem to not have a well-formed comfort zone. Yes I get embarassed and worry what others think... but there are times that I just want to be myself... and a big part of me is being a dork, a spontaneous, childish, nutty person.

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